Saturday, November 21, 2009

Thinking of Travelling...

After a week of thinking and thinking and trying to figure out what I have done wrong I decided to stop and call it quits. I know it's hard when deep inside your heart you are thinking of something so good and so beautiful. But I think I have to be realistic. What other think about me is already out of my control and I really don't care anymore. I'm been honest with myself and to every people I deal with me. If don't believe me it's not my problem anymore. I don't want to waste my time and effort to something it's not worthwhile. I have to go on and move on. I know it will be a hard start but I need to take a risk. My Samsonite lagguage is long been waiting for the final depart. Many offers have been turned down already because I thought I will be happy in choosing what my heart's desire. Oh yes I was really happy but until when? I need to face my future and the battle starts now. I know it's never been too late yet.

I just have to finish my school and maybe I will grab the opportunity that my friend is offering me right now. I know it will be a risk going out of your comfort zone but who cares anymore. I don't want to get stuck here and do nothing for the rest of my life. I want to get free! I'm thinking of travelling abroad!

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