Sunday, November 14, 2010

Jealous Lover

I been counting the days and hoping that I will be able to have a good talk with my hon-hon this weekend but I think he is too busy right now to be able to make it.  I do understand the nature of his job but sometimes I still get jealous especially when my hon-hon is preoccupied because of his job.  I don't know but I think I tend to be a jealous lover.  I know that it is not good that is why I am trying my best not to feel this way but there are times that I just can't help it.

I think this is one of those days or perhaps I just miss my hon-hon so much and I am longing for his present more often.  I don't know until when will I be like this.  Is there something I have to change?  I am trying, really trying to understand our situation and to be more patient about it.  I hope and I pray that God will always give me the abundant love so that I can give more.  I pray for more patient and understanding so that I will not always ask why....

Am I bad because I get jealous or it is just natural?

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