Credits

Monday, April 4, 2011

Uncertain....

How am I today?  Not really good because of the feelings of uncertainty.  Again?  Oh well, I think it always comes and go and this time it comes again.  I started working last Jan. 11 of this year.  I am beginning to love what I am doing and I am happy with the people I am working with today.  Things are pretty normal and I am now counting for my third month.  I am actually looking forward for regularization by month of July but I don't know if it will happen.

It is not about me because I know that I perform well but then another re-organization will happen end of this month and many of us are not sure if there's an available position because of re-org.  Whew!  I am hoping for the best though but I also have to hold my breath and expect for the worse.  What happened in my previous company might also happen today.  I am crossing my fingers and praying very hard that there will be enough open positions for all of us.  I need the job because honestly I am not ready financially and emotionally......

No comments: