Saturday, September 17, 2011

I Feel Like I'm Aging Fast...

I just finished celebrating my 34th birthday and as much as I wanted to tell you what happened on that day was not really a happy birthday.  I received a call from my family in Bicol and from my best friend who is now living in America.  She and her husband greeted me but I haven't heard the voice of her son Sammy because he was busy playing the nintendo ds games that time and no time to talk.  Oh well, its okey because I know how it feels when someone bothered you while you are in the middle of the game.

Aside from that, my phone was also full text messages from my friends then when I opened my facebook account it was also flood with greetings that really warms my heart.  Those people where not really around to celebrate my birthday with me but it's amazing that they remembered my birthday.  My birthday went fine even if I celebrated it alone.  I was happy when I wake up but feel very disappointed when the day ends because I never heard from the person I expect to greet me.  I really feel insignificant or probably I just expect so much from him because he promised me. 

I feel like I'm aging so fast that I want change from my monotonous life.  I feel that it's time to have a family of my own but I think it will not happen in the near future or probably will never happen anymore.  Right now, I just one someone that will remember me, someone that will keep his promises to me....  Is that too much to ask?

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